I could probably use some help. :
Journeying Machine Engineered for Sabotage's Journal
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8th October 2004
Jimmy, your results indicate a strong left-hemisphere dominance with a mild preference for auditory processing. This blend would suggest that you are an extremely efficient person, logical perhaps to an extreme. You tend to structure your life and learning in very precise ways. :
You benefit from experience, seek the rational in situations and feel most comfortable with routine.
You are a detail person. You see each piece of a puzzle or situation with equal clarity and value, and thrive on your ability to fit each piece into a unifying structure.
Your learning style tends toward the auditory, which suggests that you process inputs sequentially and classify each before moving on to the next. You do, however, possess sufficient visualization skills and interest to supplement the auditory tendency and render you more active than a person who is purely auditory.
In all likelihood you will be somewhat reserved in appreciating your own talents and understate your abilities even to yourself. You will organize your time and set schedules for yourself and, in that sense, lose sight of spontaneity and other needs - both of yourself and others. Your enviable organization, structure, and efficiency make you a valuable asset to a team effort.
Is the Machine accurate?
18th September 2004
I'd considered running spellchecker, but...
alexd4656 (3:17:16 AM): it was the best of times :
alexd4656 (3:17:19 AM): it was the worst of times
alexd4656 (3:17:30 AM): thorught nixone nad htrough bush
alexd4656 (3:17:34 AM): tdoyoru remember 35
alexd4656 (3:17:49 AM): you fouhgth for stalin, i foght foor freedom
alexd4656 (3:17:59 AM): yo beuekliev ein authonrtiy ai veelinev inmyself
alexd4656 (3:18:08 AM): cause baya
alexd4656 (3:18:11 AM): i'm anadnarsit
alexd4656 (3:18:17 AM): an doyuour a spikneslls lisberal
alexd4656 (3:18:24 AM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
alexd4656 (3:18:25 AM): all alone
alexd4656 (3:18:34 AM): oyu fucking spinesless liberal
alexd4656 (3:18:42 AM): cause babay, im' and anracit
alexd4656 (3:18:44 AM): st
alexd4656 (3:18:59 AM): WEELL I WA SURIBHING THA TFUCKER AND STATHING MYE CLKEJR
alexd4656 (3:19:03 AM): goddamn
alexd4656 (3:19:12 AM): its har doto tyhpe in time
alexd4656 (3:19:20 AM): you thoguth iw as only joikne
alexd4656 (3:19:30 AM): when iw a s screainng kill whitey at the top o f my lungs
alexd4656 (3:19:37 AM): and no i wo'dt take yuor and
alexd4656 (3:19:39 AM): hand*
alexd4656 (3:19:41 AM): and marry the state
27th August 2004
6th August 2004
alexd4656 (12:01:37 PM): are you talking about redundant, seemingly endless work? or being a total badass? :
Auto response from Dimastines (12:01:37 PM): Sisyphus ain't got nothing on me.
alexd4656 (12:01:43 PM): because if its the work
alexd4656 (12:01:49 PM): remember you have one thing sisyphus doesn't
alexd4656 (12:02:05 PM): looking downable shirts
alexd4656 (12:02:15 PM): sisyphus just has to look at his own tits
3rd July 2004
Nice to hear from Matt.
CharvelMatt (7:27:12 AM): Jimmy, Absinthe is quite possibly the greatest liquid ever invented. :
Auto response from Dimastines (7:27:12 AM): Warcraft
CharvelMatt (7:27:17 AM): God I'm fucked-up.
CharvelMatt (7:27:21 AM): And it's my birthday.
CharvelMatt (7:27:23 AM): Beyotch.\
CharvelMatt signed off at 7:27:29 AM.
24th June 2004
Living is breathing in, breathing out
live in a life of black and white :
Nightmares dont hurt so much when they arent in the dark
Memories fixated on colour
(blue) God, im turning
(blue) God im turning
We all just wanted a beautiful mistake
Baby, with a second chance you could have made it
All you had to do was come back
Just breathe and dont look at their faces, all as blank as yours
Hearts breaking in time
Life was made of second chances
Didnt want to try for another
Satisfied with all the regrets you bare
You knew you were a beaufitul mistake that everyone wanted
We all just wanted a mistake like you to put our names to
To scream at the heavens
To make fate not seem so cruel.
Current Mood: contemplative
23rd June 2004
22nd June 2004
Me And The Moon
Weekend was quiet excellent plus. :
Saw something Corporate last night; theres something about the piano and the open night surrounding you that is beautiful. Veronica didnt appriciate the fact that Andrew jumped on his piano. Something close to it being violated against i guess. I thought it was lovley, but then again i relish watching a hardcore pit.
energy + passion = fucking things up
For some reason i like some violent things, they're beaufitul.
How i love the fact that i can walk down Queen Street and randomly run into so many people that i adore. After catching the train with cameron and elysse i ran into the dear Charlotte and co. Then jen. what are the chances.
Saw Helen and Stasia aswell. Helen says that Stasia and i are the most emo childern she knows...who didnt cry once that night though huh! Rachale and Alex turned up aswell suprise suprise. Oh and i caught up with various people ive never really met but figured fate would draw us together eventually (which obviously it did).
Oh and i talked to Terry. The homeless man that was a busker but thought he sucked, and he remembered me! He told me that he learnt something from me and i told him how id learnt something off him. However im not sure what he learnt off me. That doesnt really matter though. Im going to find my wooden peace pipe to give to him next time i see him. Maybe his talents just dont lye in the tamborine, but he might kick ass with the recorder.
Friday night was fun. However if i really stop to think about it i can think of ugly moments ( friends. breaking hearts. songs possesing old memories. showing souls. honesty. regret ) , but ive got a good way of earsing them so i just remember the nice ones...like dancing and not caring, and seeing people i havent seen in a long time (like the beautiful Prudance) and living for the moment and thinking about tomorrow when it came.
Crying...was one of the scariest things. I am meant to be stronger than that.
ps: i love people filled with passion. Passion that leaks form every possible part of their body and makes them move with a sort of electric current running through them. When it eats into their bones and when they think about it makes them dance funny like they are trying to extract a spirit or an invisible person is pulling their body around on a string.
i love feeling like things are bigger than you, when they fill your body completly with excess somehow managing to fit.
Current Mood: exhausted
18th June 2004
10th June 2004
23rd May 2004
Of work, and other things.
You may know of the great invention, the cart stall. It's quite amazing. It holds carts well, making cart-wrangling a more bearable task. You've all seen them, you know what cart stalls are and what they're for. You know how great an invention they are. :
And being that the customers at the store are so awesome, they're constantly innovating the cart stall, making it better. For example, they've made the cart sidewalk, and the cart empty parking space. There's the cart handicapped spot, the cart island, the cart sitting-next-to-the-car. Some truly enterprising folks have even come up with the cart right beside the cart stall, and the cart blocking the only walking paths. There have been a few failures, such as the cart other side of the parking lot, sadly, but all of these attempts have returned the two greatest innovations in cart technology in decades: the cart middle of the fucking parking lot and the cart middle of the one way lane.
Truly, we live in a magical age.
20th May 2004
4th May 2004
I uploaded : the best song in the world since some of you may not have heard it. And I haven't updated this beast in a while, so I figured cross-posting it would settle in lieu of actual content.
Oh, yeah, if you see me online tomorrow afternoon at anytime, please, please remind me to call Dylan's mom. I haven't had any chance to get in touch with her at a decent hour recently, and I really wanna know if she's heard anything.
26th March 2004
I don't feel like editing that entry, but I think I should make a new one. I don't really know why, per se, but I do, and so I am. This is a new entry. What's been happening lately? :
New job at the grocery store. The ol' supermarket, if you will. It's not the most exciting or the most fun or exciting or fun at all. But I'll tell you what it is: it's goddamned easy. I just stand there and move shit across a little scanner all day and I make the same small talk with different people all day. And I get paid. And when things are slow, my co-workers are pretty much all cool. And my bosses, oh the hundreds of managers and customer service people and supervisors and oh so many bosses, they're all pretty cool.
I haven't done anything particularly fun lately. I've seen Nathan a few times, seen Chris for a little bit one day, and that's all. Hopefully I'll make time to do something this weekend.
I've also seen Dawn of the Dead, which is kick-ass. And I've... no, that's all I've done. But no torture, no cherry orchard here. And if there were, I'd be pickin' the fuck out of one. Because I can honestly say I'm not not a happy man. It's pretty inexplicable. I guess it's related to having something filling the days up. Or maybe it's having a reason to form big plans, big plans. There are a million things.
Now I just need people to do things with. So it goes.
23rd March 2004
LumUruYat signed on at 1:05:14 AM. :
LumUruYat (1:05:47 AM): For those were the days of gods...
LumUruYat (1:05:54 AM): AND OF DEMONS.
LumUruYat (1:06:09 AM): Holy Jesus do I love Princess Mononoke.
LumUruYat signed off at 1:06:34 AM.
Best AIM conversation ever.
29th February 2004
24th February 2004
8th February 2004
I2ed Baron (3:12:44 AM): I2ed Baron (3:12:48 AM): Alright man. :
I2ed Baron (3:12:51 AM): No more.
I2ed Baron (3:12:57 AM): No more cigarettes.
I2ed Baron (3:13:00 AM): Hold me to that.
I2ed Baron (3:13:11 AM): Seriously, now.
I2ed Baron (3:13:31 AM): Unless I'm drinking, and then only cigars